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Monday, June 22, 2009

im once again back....
Went for Don's birthday and indirectly sending Leticia off for her oversea's training or something..
Two days without sufficient sleep...
horrible man...feels like shyt...
but anyway once in a while should be alright i guess..

Today went bowling with my dearest...
Afterwhich we ate at the "STREET" cafe...
I ate portugese chicken baked rice and my dearest ate E mian..
I was wondering what so special about "portugese" stuff...
The chicken just taste like chicken...( - _ - )"
Doesnt have the portugese taste..
Anyway what's portugese taste?lol...

Time really flies...
its already end of June now...
In 2 months time, i will be studying once again...
The only difference is i wont have friends accompanying me in this course..
Diploma in Economics...
Will I make the same mistake as i did last time?
Can I resist the temptations of computer games and just focus on studying for 3 years?
Im really scared...

Sometimes failing just once will make u paranoid
Paranoid in everything u do, everything u decide...
Eventually you might not even have the courage to face it...
I cant afford to fail now...
If i fail again...i really dunno how to face the society...
where qualification is the key to the workforce..
key to the discussion of high salary...
key to the good jobs...
key to your confidence...
key to your future...
Sometimes thinking of this made me feel real scared...

I realise that i have friends who have no confidence in pursuing what they want..
Like relationships and the search of their first love...
what about me?
I think im quite lucky not to have this kind of problem..
even luckier with the appearance I now have...
Still... I have no confidence in my future...
I do not know what I actually want..
I have no confidence to stand up after falling...
afraid that I may fall again...
And falling again means dropping into an abyss...
which one cannot turn back anymore...

Its getting late...giving tuition tml...
At the very least, i know i like my current job..
which is to teach people..
i love it....
Ciao.

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 9:20 PM

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

WOOT...i got myself a new laptop from PC SHOW 2009 at Suntec!!
The N81VG from Asus.
I think it looks quite cool...
With a tight budget of 2k..
I got myself a worth more than 2k lappie
At a "bargain the whole afternoon" price of 1850.
So happy with myself man!!!

As i was looking around the PC show..
I realised that its getting more and more boring...
Izzit because there are too many IT shows recently?
If im not wrong a few months ago there's one..
And right now a PC show just ended...
Still...i think the prices here weren't that CHEAP afterall...
Was looking in the forum for some comments made by other shoppers
They were complaining about the fact that there were no discounts
Worse still...they actually increase the price for those products that were selling well
Last PC show 2009...
Zzzz...And the mentality of Singaporeans
"go there last minute get even cheaper price"...had proved wrong once again..
If they actually slash price like that...
The first three days of PC show no one would go already...

Well..i already told myself not to install games in this new laptop
Because this is plainly for studies
However, It's specifications are for GAMING purposes!!!:X
Oh well...dunno la...
See how long i can resist this temptation
:X...

Been earning quite an amount from tuitions..
Think i love being a tutor...
I love teaching AND
I love money..hehehehee

Got to go...
missed bowling for a few weeks already..
Hope i get a chance to practice abit...
This saturday is Don's 21th
Happy birthday to Don in advance!!
Ciao.

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 10:41 PM

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Monday, June 01, 2009

Stop working as a prata boy already...
Realise there are far too many "politics" there..
Malay politics...
Wonder why indian shop exists malay politics?
Majority are malays there...

Hence I decided to start giving tuition..
I kind of like teaching so i gave it a shot..
Quite interesting and at the same time im learning..
And the money is good..:X..muahaha..so why not?
Kill three birds in one stone...

ACCA F1 exams coming soon...
Exam venue's at EXPO MAX PAVILION
10 June 2009..
First time take this paper abit blur...
better kiasu abit go there earlier to revise
shun bian spot familiar faces...hehehe
heard a lot of my friends taking ACCA too...

Kelly's getting married!!
HAHA...no freedom already...
Anyways...congrats to him and hope he zhao shen gui zi
A family man is a mature man...
sometimes i wonder...
when will i get married?
now at the age of 21 my savings' less than 2k...
and assuming i finish my university studies at age of 24
i start working at the age of 25
hmm...like not enough money to start a family...
even after 5 years!!
I would be 30 liao
30 seems damn old man..
wonder if my family jewel still working not
LOL....
oh well..wait till den bah...

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 8:22 PM

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Monday, April 13, 2009

From today onwards......

I will be a prata boy. =D

working in a !@#%ing indian shop.

Of course, selling pratas.

Well, it comes with BANDUNG

MILO DINOSAUR

or maybe...teh terik? zzzz

Anyway, the reason why i accepted this job immediately because...

ITS DAMN NEAR MY HOUSE!!!

I HATE TO TRAVEL

not because I dont like to keep MRT or SBS seats warm...

ITS THE !@#$ing TRANSPORTATION COST!!

71 ( now its 69 cents though) cents!!!

once you accumulate them....

it becomes a few hundred bucks!!!!

i can buy myself tons of new clothes!!!

oh well..

I found myself a Primary 5 kid to teach last week..
He looks really like me last time...
Plump but the cute kind..:X

He needs more help in english and science...
goodness...
its been 4 years since i touched Science in general...
Lucky for me i did abit of last minute study while i was travelling to his place
Managed to recap ABIT and hence able to answer his "TEST THE TUTOR" questions...phew...

Oh well...School's starting in a few months time...
always askedmyself why did i not work hard last time?
even if i managed to find an answer...
it's all too late...

Still....now im given a chance to catch up on what i missed
never repeat the same mistakes again!!
JIAYOU!!!!

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 1:16 PM

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Monday, February 16, 2009

My Valentines Day...

Seeing my beautiful baby with a big smile...
I know preparing for this day was so worth it.

Sorry for having so many unnecessary quarrels with you.
Sorry for everything that was unpleasant.

I just know I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
I promise. =D

No Matter how long and hard the future path may be,
no matter how difficult the situation is,
I'll do my very best.
For my final destination is set...

To be with you, my love.

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 8:58 PM

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Saturday, February 07, 2009

Hurt.

Finally, you said the truth.

No doubts about it, for the fact that you mean it.

If....is such a subjective word.

Doesn't matter whether it's there or not.

What matters was

you mean it.

That's all i have to know

For the past few years,

everything seems to be in vain.

Preparations for Valentine seem to be like another typical day.

Alone, for what i shall be.

Understand the Understandings,

not for one but for both.

Think thrice but not twice,

for what you do might not be wise.

Once broken, considered sold.

Just like my heart, for it had been cold.

Though irreversible,

one can be responsible.

It's never too late,

to stop the hate.

Though its never gonna end,

Our love is not in our hands.

Cherish what might be diminished,

as it will not be within reach.

My tears dropped like rain,

the purest of pain.

Just went for a jog...

Not so fit after taking up so many office jobs.

May start to go for regular runs...

Got to go...very tired...

Ciao

Labels: The Purest of Pain

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 10:34 PM

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Thursday, January 01, 2009

New year, new beginning, new phase of life.

Oh well...went to downtown for new year celebration.
With my dearest of course.
The reason why we went there instead of marina or vivo is because
there too complicated...many things might happen
Like people start fighting because of the big crowd?
Also, after the countdown going back home not so expensive..
no need take cab...hahah
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!!
ITS THE FREE GOODIE BAG!!!
HAHAHA...
You may think im a cheap skate...
BUT URE WRONG!!
tt's because it said that the goodie bag is worth >$50...
which i believed...
it's more than 50 dollars..
so by hook or crook i must get it...

So after dinner which is around 9 plus...
i went to collect the goodie bag..
guess what...
I GOT SPOOFED by the stupid invitation card!!!!!
WHAT >$50...
if they write >$5 i still believe la...
ZZzzz...

Inside onli got one notebook, pen and some CD game
which is free to play...Zzzz
What i believe that is abit more worth..
is the bag....
It looks like a crumpler...
tt's all...
quality-wise...
ok ok la...
BUT...
THE POINT IS I GOT SPOOFED!!!
zzzzz....even my gf laughs at me...
never believe them ever again...
but think again...
At least better than nothing yea...
hahaaha...

So...the concert was okie..
gary chow came...with many other..unknowns?
LOL...
I realised this concert got a lot of mud-sio
In case u dunno what's mud sio
it stands for malays...
hahah..dun ask me why...this is what i have been calling them since army...
LOL..
Anyways..my gf asked me why got so many malays come here..
i told her -
"they no money go club..so cheap skate come this kind free one...:X"
LOL...abit racist arh..
but true what..haha..so many malays down there man..
ratio of chinese to malays
1: 7
PLUS considering population of chinese is 3 or four times bigger than malays
Zzzz....im actually quite fine with malays..
as long as they dun get drunk and start fighting..
they're okie...

IT's actually the bangalas that are worst!!!
firstly, they have the smell...
You know THAT kind of smell...
and they also not paiseh 1...
you know u got THAT kind of smell...
be considerate and not squeeze wif us...
BUT THEY DON"T CARE...
THEY THINK ITS OKIE
THEY COME AND SQUEEZE WITH US
AND GAWD...
I HAD TO HOLD MY BREATH AT TIMES MAN!!!

What's more...got this stupid !@#$% bangala...
he took one balloon and burst it beside my face...
my freaking face!!!!
After doing that he still can smile at me!!!
GAWD!!!!
Because im with my gf....
I controlled myself and the most i did was to take one balloon and slap it in his face...
LOL...
still he smiled at me...Zzzz
think he drunk la..
crazy bangala...

So this morning slept till kinda late cus of the countdown celebration..
still we went bowling..:X..
First time bowling the FURY at my home ground...
Well..starting i still haf the problem of thumb stuck...:X
After i adjust abit it's much better...
I feel that this ball suits me better because of the back end reaction..
looks more like a hook ball..hahah...
Although i didnt do as well as Patrick..
who got an average of 181 and high score of 202
Im rather satisfied with myself because of the striking capability..
Im still finding ways for myself to be consistent...
Bowling is about consistency..
not consistent means not gd..
Zzz...tt's why im still not good...
Shall practise more to be consistent..

Anyway...tomorrow gonna go work le...
OT!!!!HEHEHE..feels good when ure working at 10/hr..
shiok arh...and its more shiok to me because
IM BROKE..=(...
Been borrowing from loansharks( mum and dad) at home
borrow summore the interest gonna triple!!
Zzzz....

Baby's birthday coming...
Sigh..i think she found out where we're going le..
i always cant give her surprises de...
Zzzz...hate it...haix..
anyway i must find a day go recee the place.
sekali on that day dunno how to go..
haha...

To end it all, i hope this new year i shall haf more luck(win 4D and toto)
more happiness( spend time wif baby) and good health(KEEP FIT and lose weight!zzz)Same to all my fellow family and friends! =D

ViNcIeE
UPDATED @ 8:27 PM

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