Monday, June 22, 2009

im once again back....
Went for Don's birthday and indirectly sending Leticia off for her oversea's training or something..
Two days without sufficient sleep...
horrible man...feels like shyt...
but anyway once in a while should be alright i guess..



Today went bowling with my dearest...
Afterwhich we ate at the "STREET" cafe...
I ate portugese chicken baked rice and my dearest ate E mian..
I was wondering what so special about "portugese" stuff...
The chicken just taste like chicken...( - _ - )"
Doesnt have the portugese taste..
Anyway what's portugese taste?lol...


Time really flies...
its already end of June now...
In 2 months time, i will be studying once again...
The only difference is i wont have friends accompanying me in this course..
Diploma in Economics...
Will I make the same mistake as i did last time?
Can I resist the temptations of computer games and just focus on studying for 3 years?
Im really scared...


Sometimes failing just once will make u paranoid
Paranoid in everything u do, everything u decide...
Eventually you might not even have the courage to face it...
I cant afford to fail now...
If i fail again...i really dunno how to face the society...
where qualification is the key to the workforce..
key to the discussion of high salary...
key to the good jobs...
key to your confidence...
key to your future...
Sometimes thinking of this made me feel real scared...




I realise that i have friends who have no confidence in pursuing what they want..
Like relationships and the search of their first love...
what about me?
I think im quite lucky not to have this kind of problem..
even luckier with the appearance I now have...
Still... I have no confidence in my future...
I do not know what I actually want..
I have no confidence to stand up after falling...
afraid that I may fall again...
And falling again means dropping into an abyss...
which one cannot turn back anymore...



Its getting late...giving tuition tml...
At the very least, i know i like my current job..
which is to teach people..
i love it....
Ciao.

ViNcIeE
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